BIS

Is now , activated !

Remember I once posted about buying a BlackBerry and then something bad happened and I didn't write the follow up post about it ? Forget Curve, my dad surprised me with the better one, the elegant, BB Bold 9000 :) Thanks Ayah for the amazing present when I had a major downturn in my life, you know how to cheer me up . I love you Ayah ♥

And that was in September guys . Now is already November, and only by now I activated my BIS ? Okay, mind you I am quite lame for getting excited by now, but I can't help it . After changing my old number into new one (because of the stupid Postpaid that claimed I've unpaid bills for 3 months -wth?), I am now enjoying the apps in my BB ! the BBM, so damn cool because it's like one in GG ya know, no credits will be deducted and still you can share gossip with all the pics at all time ! HOW COOL IS THAT ? (fine, I sound lame again) grr .

Tomorrow is my last paper and now I'm still laze around, uploading apps into my BB ? Please someone, drag me to the notes . . .which is nicely stack in front of me . Hee !

OH EN GHANI, PLEASE LULUSKAN MY PAPER !

PS : Sarah is still exploring her BB, shhh .

Loue ♥

Sarah

Exam Fevahhhh

And I only have one paper more to go !

Ouh ya ya I'm writing this down when the examination is nearly ended . Not because I was too focus on studying BUT I was too lazy to write anything . The mood is not there ya know . Before, rajin sangat menulis plus reading others people blog - I don't even know Shaza went to Europe till I saw her pictures in FB, I didn't know that Arif has a blog, I missed the latest polls by Munif and missing Vivy's updates in her career life . See, how out-dated I am ?

Now, I can't wait for my paper to finish . Last one, on Sunday . Wish me luck for my Architectural Practise paper, which I can considered my favourite subject that taught by least favourite lecturer, the you-know-who . The past two papers really put me on down mood, and hopefully this one last paper for my final year in UiTM will bring some luck ! I AM HOPING !

And then, the week after that, finishing my design and got to start to search for a practical place, which I'm so lazy whenever I'm thinking about it . Working life is not my thing . I hate being pressure in such atmosphere, urgh . I was thinking about my Singapore trip with Ash Yusof on Boxing Day - to get my Coach purse for 50% off but . . .maybe it's just a dream . Ok down mood again .

PS : I'm off now to McD ss15 to study, or gossiping ? Either one, wish me luck ! Ash Yusof, I'm coming now :)

Loue ♥

Sarah

Hello New Crush, Byebye History !

And I am enjoying every moment of it :)

Oh hello new crush ? Do you miss me today ? Oh today was such a lovely day, sunny day, no rain, done the roof plan (yeeha) , ate dominos, woke up in the noon (okay, maybe the list is on random, tak kisah okay) and for the first time I felt very free, and enjoying the single life to the fullest .

Being a single lady, is such a carefree . And I am starting to love it, being flirtatious when you're in the mood without worrying the big fight that will encounter with the boyf later . Having a crush, or crush-es, making you smile all day long , sometime without any specific reason . I just lalalove the feeling of having butterfly in the stomach or, having the face warm everytime you see his notifications on your facebook . Eventhough it is just a temporary feeling, but who cares, you don't have anything to worry about, except the acceptance of your friends to your new crush , well you know, their bad-bad and cynical mouths that making fun of you every seconds they can . And you are helpless, you got nothing to counter them on, and at last, you lose . Damn lose .

But that what a single life is all about . Blithe . Maybe before, I am being stupid for wanting to wait for something that is impossible to happen, happen . I am being stupid for making my best friends worried sick of me doing stupid things . I am being stupid for praying to God for something that not even meant for me , or deserved me . But now, I realized . That things, happened for reasons . Not a reason . But reasons . Now, I slowly reveal the reasons one by one .

Alhamdulillah :)

So Hello Handsome, and Byebye History ! For the time being , I secretly admiring these two persons, one is taken and stupid, one is not but stupid . So the results is zero after all . Ouw poor me !

Loue ♥

Sarah

Talking About Moving On

Then comes the crush ♥

After pulled all-nighter, I think I've done a great job ! (kot?) It's kinda tiring and I didn't sleep well last night, but all the pain and tiredness gone when I saw him right after I decided to give up waiting .

AND HE LOOKED DAMN HOT JUST NOW :)

Wish he's not taken, but not good Sarah, not good . But our state now, as friend, enough already to make me smile all night long , everyday without a miss . Thank you God, for let me experiencing this feeling one more time . And this time, I will take it slow . And it was not the same feeling I've had before, the one that mixed with lust and carousal .

Give me a break, and let me enjoying this moment , for now ya ?

Loue ♥

Sarah

The New Me

Finally :)

Sorry for the long-long silent, it's been a harsh month for me to get a hold of myself, to stand back after falling down, to be 'me' again . Perhaps, I am not what I am before, but improved to be a better person, a better Sarah Munir :) Experiences thought a lot, and I'm becoming more matured every seconds that count from the day he knocked me down . I should thanked him, for making me realized that not everyone can have what they want , and from that, you should search and keep searching the one that is meant for you . Even the process takes months or years, just be patient . HE will not let HIS love one down .

Now, I am ready to kick asses , jom blogging ! And so in the mood of reading Munif's blog, and wth with the poll ? ?

Loue ♥

Sarah

The End

And I shall turn over a new leaf

Thanks for everything that we shared together in this ;

One year, Eight Month, One Week & One Day

And sorry for everything, if any I have done any wrongdoings in the past . I hope you find your happiness that you're searching for .

Thanks A .

Loue ♥

Sarah

I Think The Theme Is Pink

Or Red, oh Please tell me ?

Again, boring Tuesday night . No super-hot actor movie on HBO, no laughing-till-you-cry sitcom on Star Channel and I already knew the result of Liverpool and Aston Villa match . Because of those reasons, I decided to write about something I should have hide at the first place, but tonight I spilled everything out !

Wuuu...(suspense music as the background) , I grabbed my pink Sony Cyber-Shot and started to take pictures of my room , then slowly, sluggishly, I realized that my theme color for my room is PINK or RED , I can't even tell colors now ! All this while, I thought my favourite color would be green, or black . Gosh .

And, before, I thought that I am a clean, neat, tidy (praising herself) person . After I took the second look of my room, I guessed now I am three-quarter-neat person, ha ha . I fold up my clothes, cleaned up my shoes, put my makeup in the box but why there are so many STUFFS on my bed ??

There's couple of pillows in jerky order, the-bf Elmo, my Vaio, the open Guess wallet, my external hard disk, iPod USB wire, , and what the hell my SLR charger is doing over there ? After getting my head straight, I tried to capture some pictures during my 'raid-my-wardrobe' moment, and this is what I get :

This is just the exterior of my wardrobe, so small, I am hoping for a bigger one . But because this wardobe is built-in, so I can't complaint more . But I'm still wishing for a bigger closet (Ayah, do you hear my wish?) .
And I cannot find a reason before why my door being so heavy but now, I knew why . Hmm that's explained the riddle . Haha . I hang everything I can on it, eventhough it is full already ! The scarfs, the mask, cardis, even my Roxy and Charles and Keith bags . Darn !

Ok now, you know WHY I do need a bigger closet ! Ironically, I don't think I have enough shirts or dress because I keep repeating wearing the same outfits again and again . Till I have to Supre and Topshop-ing myself to add more colors to my everyday outfit . And again, after this picture was taken, err I think it is time to lose some of my clothes, to the need one / or sell them ?

The top one is my first closet . Because of lack of hangers, so I couldn't hang them all, and I hate that ! I really hate to see my shirts and dresses being stacked to each other other, pity pity them . Oh, so that's where I put my Guess stilettos ! I've been searching for quite a time, haha . In the closet, I hung my dresses, blouses and jackets . Below them I arranged my shirts according to the 'sleeves-type' - cap, short, three-quarter and long sleeves . Weird ? And the bottom part is my casual shirt / home shirt , my pj's and some shoes .

Below, is my second closet, I hung all my baju kurungs and cardis here. And some of my skirts (don't ask me why I hung my skirts !) The first rack is my pants section -jeans, slacks, mini , boxer and everything in that category .

And this is my bag section - where I put most of my bags here, and because of the lack of spaces, I have to put my clutch and small handbags in the red box . Stack them, pity them .

And the two drawers - my socks and leggings section ! And some bags .

The most important space in my room - the SHOES rack ! I can't live without my shoes and bags . I love, love to collect shoes, from handmade to designer shoes . And those, are only HALF of it . Haishh . I need to go and see the shopping-shrink,, or shopping guru ? Ahaa .

Lastly, these are "I-don't-know-how-to-section-this" section . Those IKEA bags are still there from the day we brought them home . I don't know how to drill the wall to put on my flower lamp and goose rack ! So, there they are, still in the earth-killing bags . There's my guitar and saxophone, and the red-distorted-E-looking box, is where I put my hygiene stuffs and meds . Basically, these sections is where my hygiene + meds + music + jewelleries + stuffs that I shouldn't bought at the first place , are .

Er , mostly the stuffed animals are presents from friends, cause they all know my collectable items, quite well . Not to forget, the mini al-Quran is always being my bestfriend :)

Phew, this only my second bedroom and half of the size of my first bedroom in my Kajang's house . BUT there're already too much junks in it ! I guessed I have to let them go, or re-size my bedroom, he he he .

PS : I want to go shopping :( So bad :(

Loue ♥

Sarah

How Are You ?

:(

It's been a week since the girl went to Indiana . And I am missing her stupid look . Am I crazy ? I hope she's doing just fine there, so I don't need to worry that much, thou' I am not her family . Lebih lebih pulak kan ? Ha ha . And yeah, I think I miss her family, especially the 'bola lisut' and her 'kakak' :)

PS : Picak please (you know who you are!) ?

Updated :

Kaklong, see, like I said, she's doing just fine :)

pic credit from Fatin Munirah's fb

Loue ♥

Sarah

Guess who I met ?

Okay, it's not worth a guessing actually

Whilst I was waiting for the damn plotting machine to done its work , I found out there's a guy behind me, little short, with his cap tip tilted a bit to his left and his annoying baggy jeans , a little weird . He was holding on a camcoder, walking around the stationeries store, taping everybody's move . Then, I saw him talking to a woman, and a guy, who might be his friend about 'food' and 'selera kampung' (I didn't mean to eavesdropping him, but I guess they spoke a little loud) .

And I still waited for my print sheets to be ready, and right then I realized the weird guy I mentioned before, is a CELEBRITY ! A hip-hop CELEBRITY . He is Caprice ! (If you don't know who the hell is he, GOOGLE him) By the way, I am not one of his fan, but my besty, Saza is . I guess I only know one of his hit song, called 'Dem Girls' (sorry if its wrong!)

So, what I am about to conclude here, CELEBRITY is only a mere human . You might see him tall , with broad shoulder in his clip, but in real life, he just a regular Malay/any race guy, with Malay/any accent (but he spoke English all the way in the store, to his Malay friends, I don't really get the point there) . So, don't be fool by their 'appearances' .

Duhh, am I a little choosy / racist here ? I don't think so .

Loue ♥

Sarah

Happy Fasting

Salam Ramadhan :)

pic credit to pixelcode

I took this chance, to wish to all my readers and Malaysians and all Muslims in the world, Happy Fasting and Happy Ramadhan (in Malay - Selamat Menyambut Bulan Puasa di Bulan Ramadhan) . Hope that this year of fasting month, will shower us with HIS blessings, Amin .

Loue ♥
Sarah